I’m back for 2016

Just a small I’m back bravado statement haha

I have been MIA for a year? maybe two?

I stopped blogging because university became a priority and well life has been a little hectic.

Im in the midst of “trying” to finish my degree and I feel like I’m not doing well.

again I’m sorry for my disappearance… but alas I have returned!

 

-M

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The Kim Kardashian Game (Android app)

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Yep my blog today is going to be about the Kim Kardashian game.

Yes I am going there…

The story starts like this: my little sister Samantha decided to download the game and play and she became very obsessed with the game.. after many weeks/ maybe months later I decided to download the game and give it a try..

BIG MISTAKE

It was such a bittersweet experience and I’ll have to admit I was quite obsessed with becoming one of the elite “a lister”.

Ive been playing the game for a month and a bit – peaking 2 months and I’ve played religiously in the morning/afternoon and before bed..

It wasnt til tonight where I had finally gotten up to this stage in the game – that I wanted to try.. the wedding experience

After all my mishaps of silly E lister boyfriends I found myself a guy on the game called Jackson who is part of the “a lister” crowd – it was also a perk that he had blue hair (my favourite colour)

After the dates, break up, dates and he proposed…

I was happy and couldnt wait to continue…

but the wedding dress in this game was $9996

I spent 3 days solidly saving money and finally bought the dress..

and here comes to this part … I originally told myself dont spend money on this game..

I got that obsessed that I spent $10 on the game – it isnt much but I got that obsessed with a game that I purchased something? Seriously? get a grip on reality MaryAnne…

So I played for a bit with my newly bought money on kkgame only to sit there wondering what was I doing..

and I felt stupid…

I made the decision to delete the game.

and I feel relieved…

I was like a crack addict…

SO after all my time – fighting willow, talking to my managers, dates, friends and spending money I shouldn’t

I have given up on my game and will not resume

which is probably best with me since I have exams coming up

I had my fun but got a little too excessive but I’m glad I had the experience


haha so thats my little random story and oh my god Im so silly haha – this post wasnt really meant to go anywhere aside from me expressing my random gaming obsession..

Ever had an obsession with something? or is your obsession also kimk game?

Leave your comments below 🙂

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hahah i thought this was hilarious –

http://www.buzzfeed.com/whitneyjefferson/addicted-to-kim-kardashian-hollywood#2aflh0i

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Anime Crushes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVdhDTF8c8I&list=UUHOJocJcMrELbQlLY1Bg6sw

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fD5DBN21S8g&list=UUHOJocJcMrELbQlLY1Bg6sw

SO!

I’ve added two links on this blog about anime crushes and they were posted by two very awesome ladies. Zilla308 and KellyEden…

such beautiful people it hurts haha and I thought it would be a good idea to write something about fangirl crushes and the fact that we are not alone on this one!

As a child growing up I thought I was the weirdest person for having little girl crushes on MANY anime/cartoon characters that it embarrassed me.

Ive decided to a top 10 growing up anime list and my high school top 10 because it didnt really end til I turned 18.. (lol i lie I have a few anime crushes now and I am 21.. dont even care haha)

So lets get this started…


MY TOP 10 – GROWING UP ~ childhood

10. Cain McDonnell – Battle B-Daman

9. Gray Michael Vincent – Battle B-Daman

8. Matt from digimon

7. Vincent – Final Fantasy

6.Haku – Spirited away

5. Cloud – Final Fantasy

4. Goku – Dragon ballz

3. Tai – Digimon

2. Li Syaoran – Cardcaptors

1. Tuxedo Mask – Sailor Moon


MY TOP 10 – In my teens  +16

10. Soul – Soul Eater

9. Sasuke Uchiha – Naruto

8. Kurosaki Itchigo – Bleach

7. Hitsugaya Toushirou – Bleach

6. Sebastian Michaelis – Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)

5. Tuxedo Mask – Sailor Moon

4. Shadow King” Kyoya Ootori – Ouran High School Host Club

3. Zero and Kaname – Vampire Knight

2. Ciel Phantomhive – Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)

1. Usui Takumi – Kaichou Wa Maid Sama


 So it has taken me awhile to get this list done purely because its so hard to make my list smaller and keep it to 10 haha but here you have it 🙂

Usui growing up was just my world – serious fan girl here…  hehe

and Tuxedo Mask seriously was my knight in shining armour as a kid and even growing up he still was hehe

Hope you have a good evening

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The awkward “S” word & the troubles of being the oldest

I can tell you now that sometimes being the oldest is hard. Being the oldest sibling isn’t easy and sometimes you have to play the bad guy and thats hard also. I am the older sister to my two siblings. My sister who blogs (infiniteread190@wordpress.com) and my little brother who is 11. 

The trouble with being the oldest is that I am the responsible one and not only that I do what I can for these two.

I’m a little hard on them sometimes but it’s hard when your mum is a single parents so pretty much the other parent job is a shared thing for me. The only reason I am hard on them is because I want them to exceed and do well in life.

My sister who is literally a natural at most things is exceeding with everything and she’s at the age where I don’t feel I have to tip toe around everything when I talk to her…

However…

my 11 year old brother is a different story (if you’re a young reader please bare in mind this bit is a little graphic in terms of the content explained)


 

 

 

Today while helping out my mother on her job application I went to google something only to automatically see the search bar with how to have sex, meet and f**k and hentai. My face literally dropped… Who on earth! is looking these things up. Being the person I am I went to history and saw everything… for the past couple of days it was just hentai hentai… and girls kissing and stuff like that. The only person who goes on the computer around these time frames  (7AM – 10AM during the school holiday while my mother was at work and sister sleeps in) was my little brother….

 

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Which brings me to my newest dilemma… who is going to delivery the “speech” to my little brother…  talk about the “birds and the bees” 

After much debate to myself over who it could be – I had to tell my mum because lets face it I’m not the parent I’m one of the offspring and I couldn’t possibly deal with sitting with my brother about guy things. 

The very thought of it makes me feel uncomfortable purely because I’ve never needed to explain much to my sister and probably because my sister is a female and that makes things a little easier..

But guys and masturbation (i’m sorry) just isn’t my forte when it comes to explaining to younger males..

I consulted with my cousin and her boyfriend will gladly do the job even though she laughed quite hysterically over the ordeal..

 


 

Now obviously I feel pretty shitty over the way I’m seeing this but realistically I am an older sister there is only so much in my power and life experiences and right now this one isn’t one I’m familiar with..

 

If anyone has advice please feel free to comment…

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Peace

M

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Them goodies :)

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Just thought I’d share my yummy treats from today, hehe Ive always wanted to try something like this purely because they look so good in anime. Yep anime has my expectation pretty high on these things. But the strawberry tart seriously made me pretty happy after the first bite 🙂 – lucky me. If anyone does read this please feel free to add me on instagram 🙂 find me on mazzpanda and I generally post stuff about my dog, fandoms, food and the random assorted stuff I do from day to day or I’m complaining about university haha 🙂

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M

Never confuse a single defeat with a final defeat

The quote “Never confuse a single defeat with a final defeat” has literally been an inspirational quote for me to live by. These past couple of months ( I have gone seriously lazy with my blog but.. I will explain soon), these past couple of months have been pretty hard on me. Sometimes it feels like I’m battling to get through the day and it can be very tiring. The last time I wrote could of been around the time my dog passed away and that was in March. It’s been hard and I do miss my Ella but I know she isnt suffering anymore and that puts me at ease. From there it has literally been up and down as the months passed me by. I was made redundant after my birthday, my driving test was postponed, and I failed my test when I first tried. But aside from these rough days that everyone does have, Ive had a fair share of good days – I have my family and selective close friends and I have my boyfriend. In june we celebrated our 3 years together and to me that is a huge mile stone for the both of us. I also at the end of June passed my drivers test on the second try ( I was seriously so nervous and couldnt stop shaking, it was ridiculous). July has been a bit of a mixed month – rejected job interviews and my university marks have gotten down ( I didnt achieve what I wanted and that can be disheartening)

But as my title suggest – I am down for now… but I am most certainly not out. Not even close.

This quote has spoken to me a little more than others because it reminds me of a gaming reference. Some games have a big boss which can be difficult to defeat – but we try again and again and we persist this boss till we are victorious. That is how Ive interpreted this quote. A single defeat can come and go but you should never consider it a final defeat.

I know that right now everything seems pretty gloomy and I find myself sitting at home watching sailor moon… BUT I know I’ll get there eventually because I wont give up. Despite my laziness Ive applied for jobs every time that I can, my grades at university are rocky but I am doing my hardest to get rid of temptation and do the best that I can, I also wont let others make me second guess myself because I know who I am and I know I can be destined for great things.

That is something I believe we all have the potential to do.

So please if you are having a rocky month or months (like I am) dont confuse this single defeat with a final defeat, because I know that when we keep on trying and put all the effort and hard work into everything you do – you can defeat hardships 🙂

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On a totally separate note: I am looking forward to the next couple of months purely because we have Pokeperth, Chibicon, The amity affliction concert in August, Ultra paint party at metros and the possibility of running away to Bunbury with my boyfriend.

It’s always good to have things to look forward too.. 🙂

Hope everyone’s been well

M

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Happy Free Comic Day

To all my fellow comic nerds out there: Happy free comic day! Today worldwide there are selected comic book stores giving away free comics – from most stores I went to they gave away 3 free comics which is pretty good.

Originally I found the event via Facebook and the event specifically noted the free comic book event being at this particular comic shop.. My sis, Mel and I got in around 10.10am… and the shops was packed… full of people and the smell of perspiration was in the air. After wondering around for 5minutes we gave up on the free comics and went on our way. yeah we were pretty gutted… and decided to go into another comic shop… who was subtly setting up their free comic event also.. this totally made my day 😀 so what we thought was gna be a crappy comic day actually turned around. In total we visited 4 comic book stores… from 3 we got a good haul… from free comics to $1 comics.

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these are just pictures of a combined haul from my sister and I…

I think we did a good job haha 🙂

Like: little children dressing up and having fun with adults who have also dressed up. goes to show we dont all grow up… and you know what… thats okay with me lol. 🙂

Dislike: congested lines who had no idea what was happening,  and greedy people who took alot of the comics. guys its for free and they said take 3, not take all of them. please have consideration for others also.

But aside from that definitely an event worth getting into if youre into comics 🙂

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and just a photo to sum up my day – lunch at pepper lunch. YUM

peace
M!

All I do is win. haha :)

So again Ive been missing in action.. purely because im busy with uni and busy with life in general and that happens.

I would like to however express my excitement ans happiness towards a particular competition I won 😀
I entered the conpetition hosted by bookworld. The prize was pre screening tickets for the fault in our stars. A book that I previously stated in my last blog some time ago. So the thanks goes to my little sis who actually asked me to join and it was writing in 25 words or less what the book means to me.. but I wont delve into what I wrote because I get a little embarrassed and it was sappy and I love sappy.. anyways

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I found out yesterday that I won and my sister legit cried.. so I am soooooooooooooooo freaking keen for this. mentally preparing myself for the absolute gut wrenching I’m about to recieve. Ill bring my own tissues

haha peace out 🙂

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M

All I do is win. haha :)

So again Ive been missing in action.. purely because im busy with uni and busy with life in general and that happens.

I would like to however express my excitement and happiness towards a particular competition I won 😀
I entered the competition hosted by bookworld. The prize was pre screening tickets for the fault in our stars. A book that I previously stated in my last blog some time ago. So the thanks goes to my little sis who actually asked me to join and it was writing in 25 words or less what the book means to me.. but I wont delve into what I wrote because I get a little embarrassed and it was sappy and I love sappy.. anyways

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I found out yesterday that I won and my sister legit cried.. so I am soooooooooooooooo freaking keen for this. mentally preparing myself for the absolute gut wrenching I’m about to recieve. Ill bring my own tissues

haha peace out 🙂

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M

The love for our pets

If youre like me than your pet isnt just a pet to you theyre your best friend and family member.
A few posts back in 2013 my lil girl Ella had a seizure and was diagnosed with a possible heart condition. Knowing this broke my heart and I went on from that day on cherishing every moment I could have with her. I had ella for more than 10 years and thats a decade of memories that I will never forget.

Yesterday at about 10ish on the 14th of march.. I watched my best friend suffering in my arms.. she looked at me with a look in her eyes that I couldn’t face.. but as I took her to the vet and we were 2 minutes away from the vet.. my girl had another seizure and stopped breathing.

Im still shaken up over this..

She got into the vets and was put on oxygen.. she had a little fight left in her. We decided for her to undertake some treatment just even to spend another year with ella. But the treatment took a wrong turn and it made her worse. We had to make the call.. I didnt want her to suffer anymore.. she was bleeding out of her nose and all sorts of complications arised.

Ive never cried so much in my life.. if anyone ever heard me you would of thought id gone mad.

To me she was family… she protected my siblings whenever I wasnt home.. she helped me through my teenage years and every time I had a problem she would be there.. for a pat and cuddles and a little lick of reassurance…

I am truly going to miss you ella. I dont know why I posted this but maybes its to help me cope with the fact that you arent here anymore.. I wont be cutting up foood for you.. I wont be chasing you around for the amount of pee you left around the house, I wont be able to see your little face look at me through my door and I wont be able to get that lick of reassurance.

But what I will remember is how you brought love and life into my small family life. You were our family member number 5 who will always have that place in our hearts no matter what. I thank you for being there for my primary and secondary schooling years as a child and a teenager you gave me hope and joy. You will be dearly missed and your place in the house will be forever there for you.

Thank you my best friend and little angel. I know you are in a better place and you arent suffering anymore.

ELLA5EVER because your presence will be more than 4ever.

Thank you for everything ella

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